“Deep”
Luke 5:1-11
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Let’s start by talking about why those boats were there at the lakeshore in the first place, and why they were available at all for Jesus to climb into and teach the people who were gathering around, because I think this is an important detail that gets lost in what comes next. Now, the way Luke tells this story is a little different from the way that Mark and Matthew tell it. In those accounts, it’s one of the first things to happen in Jesus’ ministry upon his return to Galilee from being baptized by John in the Jordan. Jesus walks along the shore and calls Simon Peter and his brother Andrew, and then James and John, the sons of Zebedee. In that version, Peter and Andrew are fishing from the shore, while James and John are in a boat with their father. You don’t have to be an IRS agent to conclude that the brothers fishing from the shore probably aren’t doing as well economically as the brothers whose family can afford the capital expense of a boat for fishing. But in Luke’s telling of the story Jesus isn’t out for a stroll along the lake, he’s already attracting crowds. And in this sequence of events, he’s already been to Peter’s house and healed Peter’s mother. Which is to say that the two are acquainted with one another, but Jesus has not yet called Peter to be one of his disciples.
What that means is what it still means for a whole lot of people. They know who Jesus is. They’ve seen him in action. They even know what kinds of crowds he attracts. They’re acquainted. They know about him, but they don’t really know him. Back in 1987, the Irish rock band U2 were on the rise to superstardom. They’d had success, of course with each album release gaining more attention than the last. But in 1987, they released the album that in many ways would come to define them, The Joshua Tree. As popular as they were, they were even more celebrated in my hometown of Denver, Colorado because of the live concert album and film they had made during the War tour when they played a legendary show at the Red Rocks Amphitheater on June 5, 1983. All of this is to say that as a 16-year-old in Denver in 1987 I knew who U2 were. I had heard their song “Sunday, Bloody Sunday” and “In the Name of Love” on the radio. But then the Joshua Tree tour came to town and a girl I knew invited me to their show at McNichols Arena. You can see me, by the way. Well, you can’t really see me, but that show was filmed and is part of the movie Rattle and Hum, so technically I’m in the movie. But I digress. The point is that until that night, I knew who the band was. Then I experienced that show, the crowd, and the power of their music that I had not known in that way and it changed everything. I went from someone who knew about them, to someone who was a fan. Someone who has followed every album release ever since. At the outset of this fifth chapter of Luke, Peter isn’t there yet. Jesus is still someone he knows about. And then Jesus gets into his boat.
A couple of decades ago the moderator of the Presbyterian General Assembly made a point of talking about our getting into the boat with Jesus. The idea being that Jesus uses a boat to cross the Sea of Galilee a number of times over the course of the Gospels. It’s a compelling image this picture of venturing out from what is safe and familiar to follow Jesus where he leads us. Here, however it is Jesus who gets into Peter’s boat. And this brings us back to the detail I mentioned at the outset. Jesus gets into Peter’s boat, which is at the shore of the lake. Now, I’m no fisherman. But even I know that the whole point of having a fishing boat is to get away from the shore to catch the fish that can’t be caught along the shore. These boats sit empty and the fisherman are washing their nets because they have caught nothing.
Today is Super Bowl Sunday. Plenty of people will watch the game, more will tune in for the commercials, or the halftime show, or the celebrity sightings. Others will find anything else to do. At the end of it one team will hoist the Lombardi trophy and celebrate with their fans, the other team will return to a much quieter locker room, disappointed by the outcome. One team will have their achievement adorn all kinds of fan merchandise, the other team will not. We live in a world where winners are celebrated and losers are passed over, ignored, left alone in dejected silence. And which boats are available to step into and teach from? Whose boats does Jesus get into to say what he has to say, teach what he has to teach? That’s right. The losers.
It may start here with Peter’s boat, but it is a pattern that gets repeated time and again in Jesus’ life, the way he consistently sees and reaches out to the folks who aren’t winning, the ones who struggle, the ones who are pushed to the side, or kept away, or silenced when they try to cry out. Jesus steps into Peter’s boat, says what he has to say to the crowd. How very interesting that what he says to the crowd doesn’t seem to be the point of the story. The point of the story comes when he suggests to Peter that they put out into the deep water and drop their nets. Peter has to explain, they’ve been at it all night, there’s nothing to catch. Peter should know, right? Peter is a fisherman. Jesus, as far as we can conclude from his family history is a carpenter. About the furthest thing from being a fisherman. What does Jesus know? That may be the point. Sometimes what we know, or think we know can get in the way of the abundance that God has for us. We fall into habits, patterns, expectations based on what we’ve learned or experienced and for all that knowledge, we find ourselves coming up empty. We work all night. We work all our lives and catch nothing, so to speak. We do the same thing over and over, expecting a different result. We do what we’ve always done, and get what we’ve always got. And then along comes this carpenter turned rabbi, this healer suggesting we try another way, go a different direction, put out into deep water. And sure enough we end up with an abundance, more than we can hold onto for ourselves really. We end up with so much that we end up inviting others who have caught nothing to join us to benefit from the abundance too.
What happens next is heartbreaking, really, because it reminds me of something that I see happen all the time. Peter sees this miraculous catch of fish, sees that not only was Jesus right but that this is who Jesus is, this is what Jesus does. He points us to abundance when we are caught in cycles of scarcity and defeat. Suddenly, Peter knows him in a way he didn’t before and he cannot handle it. My guess is that he doesn’t think he deserves any of it. Because that’s what happens isn’t it. After awhile, and it doesn’t take long. If we keep coming up short. If our own efforts, or circumstances yield consistently disappointing results we conclude that this is what we deserve. Nothing. This is our lot in life and we might as well give up and get used to it. Park our boats at the shore and wash our nets. So, when someone comes into our life bringing an abundance of love, joy, meaning, purpose that we never imagined we’d know or experience, it freaks us out. We send them away. We don’t deserve it. If they only knew who we really were they wouldn’t want to have anything to do with us. To which Jesus says the four words we need to hear the most, right up there with ‘you are my beloved.’ What Jesus says is, “do not be afraid.”
I know there is a lot of fear swirling around us these days. The things we think we know can leave us with empty nets, defeated when we work so hard and catch nothing. Then Jesus steps into our boat, steps into our lives inviting us to go deep. Deep in faith that there is more to this world than what we think we know. Deep in trust that there is blessing where God is leading us even if we’re sure we know better. Deep in generosity that signals to others when we find ourselves with more than we could ever haul in on our own. Deep in the community that is formed when we share all this goodness with whoever will carry it with us. Deep in forgiveness, starting with ourselves; the kind that sets us and others free from believing we deserve less. Once we do that. Once we don’t just know about Jesus, but what know and experience for ourselves the blessing, abundance, generosity, forgiveness he offers- we can leave everything, including our fear, behind and follow him.